Continued from Tony Perez's Electronic Diary (May 15 - October 19, 2018) at tonyperezphilippinescyberspacebook40.blogspot.com.

At Highest Point, Kiangan, Benguet

At Highest Point, Kiangan, Benguet
2013, at Highest Point, Kiangan, Benguet, during the conservation project for the Kabayan Mummy Caves. Funded by the Ambassador's Fund for Cultural Preservation, the National Commission for Culture and the Arts, and the National Museum of the Philippines. Photo by JR Dalisay

Sunday, December 9, 2018

Your Messenger message:

"sir tony ngayon na lang po ulit ako makakapag msg po sa inyo. medyo weird po lately panaginip ko... ito po nagising na naman po ako dahil sa panaginip... sa panaginip ko bumaba raw ako sa van dun sabtapat ng dati kong scholl nanoinagtutyruan.... tapos madilim brownout tapos lakad ako tapos parang nanabi ako lakad hanggangboarang umaandar ako mabilis akong nag slide tapos umikot ako para tingnan angblikod na baka ako masagasaannkasi nasa gitna nanako ng daan... tapos biglang nagshit sa nakahiga ako... bumibugay yung parang unan sa aking ibabaw.. as in sabi ko sa loob ko (aware ako) kung may nakaupo man or may sumthing kaya koooo tapos bigla akong para half awake tapos pag unukit uto pag pumikit ako kakaiba nanito tapos ganun ulit.may bumibigay sa harap ko ... pilit kong tinutulak kasi sabi ko mas malakas ako. lately lagi weird panaginip ko. nadalas yung nakakailang gising ako sa panaginip ko. tapos may struggle na force pero once na nagiging aware ako lumalaban ako. one time alam ko pong may gumugulo sa panaginip ko... tapos parang hinuli ko siya... na parang nahawakan ko siya... parang bata... tapos nung binatawan ko rinig ko footsteps niya. kinumpirma ko po sa kabilang kwarto kasi baka nga may pumasok (sila) sa kwarto ko wala naman po. salamat po."


My reply:

Hello ______!

You just experienced an anxiety dream. The visible and invisible forces that surround you in the dream are the social pressures, expectations, and obstacles that have become too overwhelming for you to handle at this time in your life. The child in your dream can be interpreted in one of two ways: He is your Self, and your psyche is telling you that no one but yourself is to blame for whatever situation you find yourself in at present; or he is your Inner Child, whom you may have been neglecting for the longest time.

I suggest that you withdraw from most of the activities you are currently engaged in. It seems that you have been trying too hard to prove yourself, to be a winner, or to make a good impression on others. Just relax, have fun, and have a sense of humor. Look at thr world through the eyes of an innocent little boy again.

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